Sick!

Sorry for being such a bad blog friend. The past week, i've been very crooked, and having alot of cramping, Not sure if its associated with the Merena or not. I've already told blair, if it doesn't stop by July 18th when i see my gyn, it's comming on.

Nothing really new to update. We decided not to get the van afterall. we only got approved for so much, and a brnad new van is 32,000, so we would have to get used.. and the one I wanted was out of our price range. When your on Maternity (not sure if i mentioned it yet.) your income doesn't qualify towards the financing, (only your credit score.) so where blair's income is so all over the place, it kinda screwed us. We decided to wait for Febuary, for me to get back to work. and then we are going to go to Terra Nova and buy a brand new van. I was a bit hastey on buying used anyways, cause you really don't know.. People usually trade in vehicles sometimes, cause they are having problems with it, or whatnot. and my luck, we will get one of those ones where the vehicle was not treated good.

on top of everything, i'm dying with the flu. and we all know, Your children doesn't stop when your not feeling well.. and i'm so lucky to be home with them all day, and blair having to work a 12 hour shift when i need him the most, so i could get some sleep. Brady has been up a lot the past few nights as well, so i'm not getting my full night sleep, like i usually do. I feel like crap.
I've gone thru one of those travellers hand santizers, in two days. I really am trying to prevent claire and brady from getting sick, as well i'm stopping from going ANYWHERE. i hate passing on the flu, and this is probably why we all get sick so much, because alot of people don't stay home, they still go to the grocery stores, malls, etc. I know, i've been guilty of it before, but it would do so much good, we were able to stay home when we were sick, but sick time at work, etc doesn't always help us.


Anwyays, kraft dinner is on the stove.. i'm so tired and drainned that i got no energy to really prepare something good.. I cooked Chicken Breast for dinner, so i put extra on the stove then for blair, so when he gets home tonight he'll have a supper anyways.

Quote to end the day :


Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.